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DO I LOOK LIKE AN EMOTIONAL-TRASH CAN?
Gods I really don't want to be used like that anymore. You know - friends having a problem, wanting to talk about it... no problem, I'm there to listen at every odd hour.
But people who can't be counted as real friends 'cause we hardly have anything in common except maybe parts of our past... I don't want to be the fool anymore. Where's the point in talking to me only when they're emotionally wrecked once again?
During the last month I haven't heard a single word of her... she hasn't been online at the messenger or had me blocked out and who would have guessed... she contacted me yesterday and told me about how awful her life is and how desperately she wants to hurt herself again - for no reason, just to have the chance to stop trying not to do it.

For gods sake - if I ever had cut myself just to be able to stop trying not to do - I would have never made it out of there again.
I know it's a hard way back to a "normal" life, but if you really want to get out, you can get out - but not while whining about the "loss" of not cutting yourself.

Been there, done that... survived it.
and if I could do it, you can too...