I've been a bad girl :(

[amruniel]

Today, I didn't do ANY studying. At all.
I feel like the biggest idiot on this planet for wasting valuable time by not really doing anything all day long. *sigh*
Time's flying by and I decide to do fuck all... how dumb can one person be?!

And despite doing nothing really important all day long I didn't even manage to write either. What a wasted day.
I'm really angry at myself at the moment :/

(On the plus side, I managed to reply to all comments/posts waiting for me. So that's something at least...)

Anyway - the worst thing: by doing no studying today I made sure to have to put in extra hours tomorrow, which is such a fucking bad timing since it's Himself's birthday :(
So I'm not only a bad student, but also a bad girlfriend. Yay. Way to go, you genius!

Gnaaaah!

(And to top it off, I'm hungry, which really doesn't help my mood at all! *growls*)

Comments

[silvan-lady.livejournal.com]

Eat something, go to bed, sleep. Arrange a two hour study break with Himself then work very hard the rest of the time!

Problem solved.

And to be honest, a day off isn't always a bad thing.

[amruniel.livejournal.com]

Trust you to put things into perspective, sweetie ;)

You're absolutely right, of course - work hard and schedule a celebratory break is the solution to my rant.

No, a day off isn't always a bad thing, but time's running and finding an old exam of my professor online tonight really made me panic ... there's still so much I need to get into my brain till Tuesday, and quite a lot of that is completely stupid and unnecessary (I mean, come on, why the fuck do I need to memorize the whole language family tree of the Indo-European languages? If I EVER feel the need to know how many steps/languages separate English and Italian, I will simply look it up. There's absolutely no sense in wasting precious time on something as stupid as that.)

Ah well. If all goes to hell the worst thing that can happen is that I fail. My ego would be bruised, granted, but it wouldn't be the first time and won't be the last. Right? Right.

Thanks for being the voice of reason, darling! *hugs*

(And no, I'll sit out my hunger - I treated myself to a cookie, that has to be enough - I have to publicly announce my weight again soon after all ;) )

[ranmaru-fics.livejournal.com]

Sometimes, even with a ton to do, having a day of doing nothing at all is needed. But I think responding to comments and posts is actually a lot of something. :)

[amruniel.livejournal.com]

:)

Thanks for the lovely words! You're right of course - I most likely needed the break/day off... no matter how much I felt like completely slacking off and destroying all my chances to pass the exam.

And yes, responding to comments and posts IS a lot of something. Once again, I'm still working my way through posts and comments, instead of doing the writing I actually planned on doing :D
Somehow this always takes longer than I think it will :D